just a random feeling

a classmate..a close friend..a sister you are to me..
it's wierd how the years had pass by and i still Miss you..
i regret whatever has happened..
i know i was such a fool not to notice you..
not being there for you when you need me..
not spending time with you..
remember the times..the sentosa outing..the gossip we used to share..
the fone conversations..and many other memorable sweet memories that i had with you..
you were the one who was there to lend me your sholders to cry on..
there when i needed someone to talk to..
there when i was "abused"(yet you still gave me your advice)
but....
i was selfish..i admit..
i was extemremly indulged with him at that time..
well..that was back then..
after all the shit..i realised how stupid i was at that time..
how love blinded me..
yeaps..serve me rite..
i tried everyting to win your heart back...
but i hurt you so deep that it was hard for you to forgive me..
i wanted to talk to you but u changed yr num and wont let anyone give me your num..
till today...
i really wished i could talk to you..
by any means..in any ways..i'll do anyting as long as you forgive me...
you're one of a special fren..
& it really hurts me the most when i recalled those 2 years of memories that we had together..

specially dedicated to my dearest fren Nur Adi****(ya***)



well..i sumhow am relieved now..
its been so long that i wanted to pen that feeling down..
sometimes i just wish i could turn back time for a reason..
hMmm...everyone makes mistakes..


netinfra lab sucks
ewebapp lect sucks..

argh
s*ck
s*ck
s*ck..
f*ck it!