in a mess

i'm in a big mess rite now...

have not been attending sch diligently lately..like wat..1 day per week of sch for me..
i'm so lost right now...know nuts about watz happening in sch recently...
& results are atrocious....as expected...
its not that i dont bother or i dont care...
i'm still trying my very best to catch up..
at times..."something/someone" just stops me alongt the way...
sometimes...its best to step out of your own comfort zone...and try to put yourself in other's shoe..

for know..i just wish that everyone would leave me alone...
especially my caretaker(watever she is called uh)
not wanting to face her for now...
shez juz gonna bombard me with many2 questions...
just bcos my attendance low & results are of gpa 1..she says that its a waste of my time to come to school..wasting my parents money..
well F her!!
1) its my freaking business..cos the cert still does matter..i just freaking need the cert..
2) she has no freaking idea y ended up in TP!
3)F her again..in the end..its my own money to pay my sch fees!!
see...even your lecturer demoralizes you in a certain way...how is dat so???

so is sch being nice to me lately...or i'm being bad towards sch???

& to my group mates...well..if you guys are reading this...
nope...im not neglecting my workload..my share....
i'm seriously trying my very best to do my part...
i hope you guys would understand..
am truely sorry for MIA-ing a lot in sch lately...

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yet again,i'm sick..
its still bout my pms..
had my period last 2wks...
& today..i got my period again...
idk if its the cause of the new medicine..
but since i took the medicine that the doc prescribed...
my condition gets worst...
& im freaking worried bout this...
arrrghhh!!!

& when u say that u're sick...
well...its just another reason not to go school...
right??


argHHh...F life luh!